Observation #1
Recently I observed from Facebook that few of my friends are taking photos with guys who are not their respective boyfriend.. and with hashtag "love", "dearest".. Then I stalked them for a moment and noticed all the boyfriend pictures are gone. Hah, I get a lot of information via Facebook actually. So I calculated the length of the previous relationship they were in. One was since TARC time. One was since CON time. Actually pretty long already, at least 3 years. Then I wonder how do they get in and out of relationship so easily... Why is it not so for me. How on earth do they pick themselves up so quickly and move on. For my case, I have been dragging mine.. without a concrete direction. There are days I am so gung-Ho about going back and get married, there are days that I think if it is worth it going back. I wish I have an answer or at least, cruel enough to make a mean decision. The way I look at it now, we are both living separate lives when we are separated by...