When it is no longer a trend...
So recently, I got quite a bit nostalgic. I started reading old emails and blog entries. I reminisced what I felt and thought when I was younger. The truth is, life moved on and I am where I am now. The ones who used to matter so much to me has become strangers now. It made me think, who's next? Who is next in the stranger list? Life has moved on. Everyone has moved on. One thing for sure is that writing does help me feel better. It still had the same effect as 10 years ago. That, did not change. This evening, I got the news that my project has been approved! When my boss told me the news, I, without filtering my thoughts, replied her almost immediately, "I don't know if I should be happy or not". After realizing what I have typed, I quickly added, "coz two weeks equals to one year bond...haha". The real thoughts at that point were, "will Mr A be disappointed with this news?" I was hesitant to tell him this news yet I knew I had to.. It woul...