a woman after God's heart

i almost didn't bother to check this site because i thought no one will be interested. i am surprised to see comments.. and a comment from someone i haven't hear from a long time :) thanks for dropping by! i went to wash up just now, preparing to sleep... since i am only home once a week or sometimes two weeks once, sometimes there can be significant changes at home. for example, just now, i went to toilet to wash my face. i noticed the facial soup bottle is empty. and i took some from "facial-cleanser-look-like" bottle with some unfamiliar language to wash my face. that's a pretty great risk. i was thinking, "how if that's not for face?" ahh.. but i couldn't be bothered coz common sense tells me that it is for the face. then i came back to my room to change. and i changed to my pyjamas. so.. i realized i don't tuck in my t-shirt anymore (oppss.. for those who didn't know, i used to tuck in for some reasons. don't laugh!). then, a que...

so here am i.. i have a lot of reflective journals to complete (10 HOURS!). goodness! but hour like this is my emo hour. thoughts and reflections come, and blog is tempting me. hmm.. let's make it quick then. yup, so this is my last semester in this diploma course which i have chosen. although i love my profession and never regret to be here, i must admit that i complained countless times that i wanna leave and quit. unless you are here, you will not understand the ordeal we have to go through. i shed tears here.. my temper was tested to the max and whatnots. at the brighter side, i love my friends... very much. i don't dare to think what is awaiting me tomorrow.. and days ahead in this semester. all i think i wanna do is take one day at a time with God at my side. here it is, God - semester six. here i come! i give you this day, dear Father God. teach me to be faithful in the little things.

long time since i came here. i almost forgotten about blogging. so who else is with me here? so i have been procrastinating in almost all areas in my life. i remember one good friend once told me, "you are not assertive enough." yeah, i think i really need to be more assertiveeeeeeeeeeeeee. procrastinating in my homework (long time since i used this word, eh?). i make excuse for myself and yesh, facebook is at fault!! i browsed thru facebook.. and saw that few of my a level friends.. or acquaintance met up in nottingham and graduating! one of them graduated first class.. WOW! yeah, then i got a lil emo (plus today i had a bad day at work).. and think - we took the same course, came out from the same a level college.. but.. we are at different ends now. well, (come back.. come back).. i don't or never regret choosing this path. maybe i may take longer time to reach there or be "somebody", but this path has made me a better person, that's for sure (through al...