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i almost didn't bother to check this site because i thought no one will be interested. i am surprised to see comments.. and a comment from someone i haven't hear from a long time :) thanks for dropping by!
i went to wash up just now, preparing to sleep... since i am only home once a week or sometimes two weeks once, sometimes there can be significant changes at home. for example, just now, i went to toilet to wash my face. i noticed the facial soup bottle is empty. and i took some from "facial-cleanser-look-like" bottle with some unfamiliar language to wash my face. that's a pretty great risk. i was thinking, "how if that's not for face?" ahh.. but i couldn't be bothered coz common sense tells me that it is for the face.
then i came back to my room to change. and i changed to my pyjamas. so.. i realized i don't tuck in my t-shirt anymore (oppss.. for those who didn't know, i used to tuck in for some reasons. don't laugh!). then, a question popped up. "how much have i changed for the past 2 years since i stay in hostel?" yeah, so how much??
i looked at the mirror. one obvious change is i lost weight.. like 5 kg? i am not exaggerating. i remember weighing before enrolling myself to CON. i was 48kg. yesterday, before i ate the 7 kinds of meat course from the surprise birthday party, i was 42.9kg. well, i must admit i am happy to lose weight.. but losing too much is a scary thought! cannot.. cannot lose anymore! to defend myself, i didn't go for any diet course or skip any meal ok.. i still eat like my usual portion. anyways.. so what other changes? i was still looking at the mirror when the word "assertive" came to my mind. yeah, i learnt to be a bit more assertive; i understand that if you don't tell what's on your mind, no one will know, and don't regret for not saying or saying something.
anyways, i hope it is more of a positive thing than negative.
how am i? well, i completed my house final exam and have a bad feeling about the results.. sigh, what is done, is done. i aim to score distinction for my lembaga exam though, so that government will sponsor my degree course when i take it after 2-3 years' experience. a free degree program is a good motivator. currently, am all about research and management, emergency nursing and professionalism. somehow, i like doing research and management. it's free and doesn't confine to a set of answers. i appreciate that. anyway, one more month before the presentation day.. so there's quite a long journey more. working with people is not always smooth sailing.. that reminds me of a funny incident- we spent 5 minutes arguing whether to put semicolon instead of comma! how absurd!
generally, i'm good (at this point of time). my emotions and mood can be like a roller coaster. oh ya, i feel guilty for eating so much meat.. and do you know that your waste product smells horrible if you eat too much protein? so yeah.. ;)
"eating too much meat gives you bad dreams" (Seow, 2010).
adios!
i went to wash up just now, preparing to sleep... since i am only home once a week or sometimes two weeks once, sometimes there can be significant changes at home. for example, just now, i went to toilet to wash my face. i noticed the facial soup bottle is empty. and i took some from "facial-cleanser-look-like" bottle with some unfamiliar language to wash my face. that's a pretty great risk. i was thinking, "how if that's not for face?" ahh.. but i couldn't be bothered coz common sense tells me that it is for the face.
then i came back to my room to change. and i changed to my pyjamas. so.. i realized i don't tuck in my t-shirt anymore (oppss.. for those who didn't know, i used to tuck in for some reasons. don't laugh!). then, a question popped up. "how much have i changed for the past 2 years since i stay in hostel?" yeah, so how much??
i looked at the mirror. one obvious change is i lost weight.. like 5 kg? i am not exaggerating. i remember weighing before enrolling myself to CON. i was 48kg. yesterday, before i ate the 7 kinds of meat course from the surprise birthday party, i was 42.9kg. well, i must admit i am happy to lose weight.. but losing too much is a scary thought! cannot.. cannot lose anymore! to defend myself, i didn't go for any diet course or skip any meal ok.. i still eat like my usual portion. anyways.. so what other changes? i was still looking at the mirror when the word "assertive" came to my mind. yeah, i learnt to be a bit more assertive; i understand that if you don't tell what's on your mind, no one will know, and don't regret for not saying or saying something.
anyways, i hope it is more of a positive thing than negative.
how am i? well, i completed my house final exam and have a bad feeling about the results.. sigh, what is done, is done. i aim to score distinction for my lembaga exam though, so that government will sponsor my degree course when i take it after 2-3 years' experience. a free degree program is a good motivator. currently, am all about research and management, emergency nursing and professionalism. somehow, i like doing research and management. it's free and doesn't confine to a set of answers. i appreciate that. anyway, one more month before the presentation day.. so there's quite a long journey more. working with people is not always smooth sailing.. that reminds me of a funny incident- we spent 5 minutes arguing whether to put semicolon instead of comma! how absurd!
generally, i'm good (at this point of time). my emotions and mood can be like a roller coaster. oh ya, i feel guilty for eating so much meat.. and do you know that your waste product smells horrible if you eat too much protein? so yeah.. ;)
"eating too much meat gives you bad dreams" (Seow, 2010).
adios!
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