reflection
long time since i came here. i almost forgotten about blogging. so who else is with me here?
so i have been procrastinating in almost all areas in my life. i remember one good friend once told me, "you are not assertive enough." yeah, i think i really need to be more assertiveeeeeeeeeeeeee.
procrastinating in my homework (long time since i used this word, eh?). i make excuse for myself and yesh, facebook is at fault!! i browsed thru facebook.. and saw that few of my a level friends.. or acquaintance met up in nottingham and graduating! one of them graduated first class.. WOW! yeah, then i got a lil emo (plus today i had a bad day at work).. and think - we took the same course, came out from the same a level college.. but.. we are at different ends now.
well, (come back.. come back).. i don't or never regret choosing this path. maybe i may take longer time to reach there or be "somebody", but this path has made me a better person, that's for sure (through all the very humbling experiences.. God is still teaching me to be humble)! i aspire to be somebody, to reach there.. to touch the sky and reach for the star.. hahaha, now i am using too many metaphore. but MOST most of all, i learn to appreciate life and the people whom i love. of course, i think i have found few of the truest friends i could ever find in this lifetime.
i still will not fail to thank God for putting me here.
besides that, i am disturbed by a mistake which i have done. i should stop making excuses for myself and admit the wrong. i like one of Augustine's quote which goes something like this - there only do or do not. there's no try. same goes to right and wrong. there's no grey areas, isn't it? as we grow older, we tend to make mistakes and find excuses to make ourselves feel better.. am i right? then, the more we do that, the more numb we will feel toward the guilt. at the end, we don't feel bad for doing bad anymore. THIS IS BAD. sigh sigh sigh!
dear Lord, i still want to be the woman You made me to be.
"and receive from Him anything we ask, because we obey His commands and do what pleases Him. And this is His command : to believe in the name of his son, Jesus Christ, and to love one another as He commanded us"
1 John 3:22-23
forgive me of my iniquities.
amen.
so i have been procrastinating in almost all areas in my life. i remember one good friend once told me, "you are not assertive enough." yeah, i think i really need to be more assertiveeeeeeeeeeeeee.
procrastinating in my homework (long time since i used this word, eh?). i make excuse for myself and yesh, facebook is at fault!! i browsed thru facebook.. and saw that few of my a level friends.. or acquaintance met up in nottingham and graduating! one of them graduated first class.. WOW! yeah, then i got a lil emo (plus today i had a bad day at work).. and think - we took the same course, came out from the same a level college.. but.. we are at different ends now.
well, (come back.. come back).. i don't or never regret choosing this path. maybe i may take longer time to reach there or be "somebody", but this path has made me a better person, that's for sure (through all the very humbling experiences.. God is still teaching me to be humble)! i aspire to be somebody, to reach there.. to touch the sky and reach for the star.. hahaha, now i am using too many metaphore. but MOST most of all, i learn to appreciate life and the people whom i love. of course, i think i have found few of the truest friends i could ever find in this lifetime.
i still will not fail to thank God for putting me here.
besides that, i am disturbed by a mistake which i have done. i should stop making excuses for myself and admit the wrong. i like one of Augustine's quote which goes something like this - there only do or do not. there's no try. same goes to right and wrong. there's no grey areas, isn't it? as we grow older, we tend to make mistakes and find excuses to make ourselves feel better.. am i right? then, the more we do that, the more numb we will feel toward the guilt. at the end, we don't feel bad for doing bad anymore. THIS IS BAD. sigh sigh sigh!
dear Lord, i still want to be the woman You made me to be.
"and receive from Him anything we ask, because we obey His commands and do what pleases Him. And this is His command : to believe in the name of his son, Jesus Christ, and to love one another as He commanded us"
1 John 3:22-23
forgive me of my iniquities.
amen.
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blog often will u?
hugs!
Well, life is life..
Live it and be happy~ ^^