it was a simple decision

should have gone home. really... should have gone home :( it's too late. sigh...

when i'm upset, i think of home. nowadays, home is somewhere i feel like running to by hook or by crook. but reality and life circumstances prevented me from being so emotional.

i wanna go home.

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Unknown said…
Home is where I wish to run to too.

It's not only a physical place. It's an emotional place as well.

There is so much warmth at 'home'. Hope we can both find our 'homes' wherever we are.
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