a woman after God's heart

5, 4, 3, 2, 1.. HAPPY NEW YEAR! Well, I didn't count down this year. Basically I just ran out to the balcony to see the fireworks. I feel a bit emotional when I realized 2008 has passed. There's an impulsion in me.. felt like grabbing 2008 and don't let it pass. I think 2008 has been a great year to many. Almost all the memories in 2008 are worth remembering and I told myself that 2008 is one of the most meaningful year in my life so far. It was my turning point when I stepped into this place where I am now, the college of nursing. It tasted sweet and sour. January I stepped out of my cozy house and lived 5/7 days in hostel. It was a miracle when I found out that I am placed in the same room as Jessica. Praise the Lord! I have 51 new found friends. The orientation week was... quite bitter but stretching my patience. Till this day, I still carry the orientation trauma they caused me...those days where there was no such thing as freedom of speech.. That day when they told me ...

1) What is the relationship of you and him/her? Hui Chian.. my friend whom i got to know during add maths tuition. she bore with my craziness and wasting of teacher's time. 2) Your 5 impressions towards him/her. very sweet girl, can be crazy too (as far as i rmb), kinda patient, hey your add maths better than me right?? 3) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you. laughed together during tuition.. she's a fun person! 4) The most memorable thing he/she have said to you. ... can't remember le.. 5) If he/she becomes your lover, you will... freak out! have i became a guy overnight? 6) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will... try to recall why i hate her.. hahaha 7) If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on... i dunno.. can't imagine that. 8) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is..... she hated me for being too noisy in class? 9) The most desirable thing to do on him/her is? came out with silly ideas to relax ourselves. 10) The overall impression ...

Okay, most of you must be wondering what does the title mean.. Night off? It simply means my off days after my night shift. I was on night shift for 4 nights and having my off days now since yesterday. 3 days seem long but actually it's not. 1 day needed to readjust my biological clock. So which means left me 2 days. Anyway, am having another extra off day because of Raya Haji in December. It was an interesting week that I've got. I cleaned a dead body with 4 of my friends before the mortuary people came to collect her. I touched a dead body for the first time. It was a bit horrifying but.. it's all in the mind. I remember what was my thought when I cleaned her.. I was wondering where is she heading to after this. The reality of heaven and hell will be discovered by her by now and what was she feeling? Shocked? Regret? Glad? I don't know. It's a mystery to be discovered by every individual on their own. I had the thought to go for a movie this afternoon.. but it was...

I look so short >. My college's counsellor Sis. Katherine, buddies JC and Jess, principal Ms Ng and my RA (running assessment) tutor Ms Goh. My tutor in charge, Ms. Kat. She's a great person! Great actors.. Tracy and I. We successfully produced one mini film. Holding candles and passing them on to show our appreciation Another buddy, Poi Inn. JC!!! The cast for "Save one, save one hundred" (some are absent in the picture) and many more backstage crews.. Their support made this possible :) The night before D-day, after our test.. Just to test Bee's talent. And it's 2am.. Class at 8am!

Yes, I am leaving.. LEAVING YOU, XANGA.COM! It almost took you a thousand minutes to load the page. Because of your ineffectiveness and poor service, yes... I'm shifting over. Bye bye, Xanga! It's November! Gosh, can't believe this.. Just yesterday my friend was asking me what month are we in now. How blur.. College's annual dinner is over... my musical sketch was a success! Praise God! Every group intake has to perform, and we did a mini musical sketch entitled "Save one, save one hundred". It was a proud moment as we received many compliment. Hehehe. Finally, we did it! The rehearsals were in the midst of our tests and assignments, and God knows how we pulled it through. I'm back in the clinical area now, practising in a 4 bedded ward. I've been in team A for few days and it was so busy.. so so busy. But.. am loving it.. :) One patient was so cute. He said the hospital should raise our salary because we are so nice. Did you hear that, Mr CEO? Last n...